SyL

Was all of that real?
I love him so much that I confuse myself from time to time.
Was he a real person, or someone I made up in my mind? Did I construct his charms out of my pathetic fantasies which I know from the very beginning could never be realized?
He was right in front of me, talking, smiling, breathing. He’s real. Now I know.
But he belongs to a reality different from mine.